Questioning my beliefs...

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I am lost, I need God but I know what I did makes me too far gone for Him to want to take me back...

You can be saved from any sin except for the sin against the Holy Spirit. Jesus said, "Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing (Lk 23:34)." They didn’t know him and they don’t know us.

Jesus said, “Anyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man, it will be forgiven him; but whoever speaks against the Holy Spirit, it will not be forgiven him, either in this age or in the age to come (Mt 12:32).”

"B. The source conflict (12:22–37): The Pharisees claim that Satan is the source of Jesus’ miracles. On this occasion Jesus has just healed a demon-possessed, blind, mute man.
1. The criticism by the Pharisees (12:22–29)
a. Their accusation (12:22–24): “He gets his power from Satan, the prince of demons.”
b. His argument (12:25–29)
(1) “A city or home divided against itself is doomed” (12:25) .
(2) “If Satan is casting out Satan, he is fighting against himself” (12:26–29).
2. The condemnation of the Pharisees (12:30–37)
a. Jesus says their sin is terrible (12:30–34).
(1) They are corrupt fruit trees (12:30–33): A tree is known by its fruit.
(2) They are poisonous snakes (12:34) : Whatever is in their hearts determines what they say.
b. Jesus says their sin is terminal (12:35–37): The words they say now will determine their fate on judgment day." Willmington, H. L. (1999). The Outline Bible (Mt 12:13–37). Wheaton, IL: Tyndale House Publishers.

Questioning my beliefs...